[ Really, this is all new territory with Raha. Every single little bit of it. He has never tread these sort of waters before and thus doesn't realize what had been going on around him. Now he wouldn't think of it as an excuse, but rather a shortcoming on his part. Raha is fully prepared to apologize and had been stepping into this conversation with Zack likely turning him away at the end of it.
Though now, feeling at least one arm wrapping around him, pulling him close, G'raha wonders why he would have thought this in the first place. This is not the mark of a man that is angry and upset with him. But then there are lips on his and Raha thinks he might have some questions of his own. Later.
Right now the priority is to wiggle his arms free so that he can hold Zack's face. Keep him right there so that Raha can kiss him back with the relief and equally desperate energy that has been building up inside of him.
There really is no need for a fight. Zack doesn't ever need to. ]
[There's a mixture of relief and desperate energy in Zack too. It finally releases once he can touch G'raha again. He can hold the redhead in his arm(s) and kiss him with all the desperate emotion he wants to give right now. It eases out of his shoulders and he feels less tense almost immediately.
It's been a long night. But at least he can see G'raha at the end of this one.
He lets G'raha wiggle comfortably to hold his face. He savours the kiss for a moment longer. Gives him a squeeze with one arm and then breaks it to murmur,]
[ He doesn't really know how long they kiss. Doesn't matter, really. It's unimportant. The thing that G'raha wants to focus on is the feel of Zack holding him close and the way that his tail wraps around the other man's thigh. He tastes a bit like the alcohol that he had consumed tonight, but Raha doesn't mind.
When Zack pulls back, arms slip around the man's shoulders. Raha continues to stay wrapped around him as noses continue to brush. This is the man that makes his heart sing. ]
For as long as you wish it of me and likely longer still.
[The kiss slowly goes from desperate to softer and easier. Once they're nose to nose Zack can finally feel like he can breathe easier again. He quirks a small smile at G'raha's words and nods.
This wasn't exactly how he was expecting his night to go. But maybe it's not so bad now. Now that he has G'raha in his arm(s) again. A few things make more sense. And he'll deal with the rest of it ... later.]
I hope you know you're staying here tonight.
[He says close to G'raha's lips.]
And... Thanks for clearing things up. Even if you used your teacher voice.
[ A playful night had turned into dramatics. Into hurt feelings. There are still some things that G'raha is uncertain of, wary of. But where he stands with Zack is not one of those things. Not any longer.
The purr in his chest is not one of happiness and contentment - though he is feeling closer to that now - but relief. A release of tension, stress, and a small amount of fear. He is so thankful for Zack. Raha breathes out and closes his eyes for a moment. ]
Aye, and every night that you would desire it, love.
[ The "teacher voice" has his eyes flying open, his ears upright. A flush of embarrassment on his cheeks. ]
[He gets it. He has the same relief. The same tension, stress and fear are slowly starting to fade away now. It shouldn't have happened like this in the first place. But he's understanding and relieved just the same. The purrs are reassuring in their own way too.
The flush of embarrassment? That feels good too.]
Haha. It's alright, I get it. Sometimes you do that when you're trying to keep things crystal clear.
[Zack lets out a laugh and if his shoulder wasn't still on the mend he would have fought and scooped up G'raha like a sack of potatoes right there and tossed him on the bed. He opts for bending closer and pressing his nose to G'raha's neck.
He also just wants to get more touching in. Not touching him before was suffering.]
Come on, just a joke! I'm not wrong but it's just a joke!
[Another laugh rumbles through Zack's chest. He lingers close just for a second longer if only to settle his heart down a bit more before easing up.]
Alright. To the bed, it is.
[It's been a long night, yeah. He's tired. And he's probably going to skip on the drinking for a while after this. Sure, he had a hell of a fun night laughing with Kaveh. And he's pretty sure he made plans with Gale sometime. But he's pretty worn out now.]
[ There's a hum that comes from Raha. The moment that Zack leans back, hands cup the man's jaw once more. They draw Zack in for another kiss. First to the brow, Raha on his tiptoes. Then to Zack's scar on his cheek then to lips proper. ]
In case I've not said it lately, you make my heart sing, Zack Fair. I am ever so fortunate and blessed to be able to love you and be loved in return.
[ He settles back down, hand hovering over that shoulder and casting another quick Cure. Just for pain and discomfort. Raha has done this when he can afford to to help the man's healing process to speed up. ]
[Oh. Zack will take all that affection. Maybe a little greedily right now, giving G'raha a look of softer puppy-eyes for a moment. Funny- when he's such a tall big guy that he can nail puppy-eyes sometimes.
His hand lingers on G'raha's hip and he smiles. It feels ... really damn good to hear that. Calms down a few swirling frustrations in his head he's trying not to listen to. Because he wanted G'raha so bad tonight.]
I feel the same way, I don't think you know how crazy I am about you. [WELL THE NETWORK POST MIGHT PROVE A THING] I adore you so damn much. I love you.
[The healing magic is welcome too and he presses one last kiss to G'raha's temple before he moves with him to the bed and gently lifts his elbow of his hurt shoulder.]
Yeah, if you could help me get my shirt off in the least.
[He moves as he should to carefully get his shirt off without jostling his arm and shoulder too much. When G'raha has it almost off his head and Zack is momentarily blind... He doesn't expect that sneaky little cute kiss.]
Hey.
[Too cute. Then the shirt is off and Zack's shirtless. He rolls his good shoulder free to stretch it a bit. He smiles down at G'raha.]
[ G'raha is going one step further. He is... Still apologetic. Feels remorseful for upsetting Zack and causing issues on what should have been a more jovial mood. So he kneels and begins to assist with the removal of boots. ]
I would threaten you with my ceaseless ramblings, but it would appear that this is more of an incentive for you.
[ A teasing smile. ]
Honestly, I think I might pick up a book and lounge about all day tomorrow. Doubtful you will be able to go anywhere as well.
[Zack's expression is still softer and he perks a bit when G'raha gives him that teasing smile. He lets out a short snort of a laugh. So, G'raha read that post too? Thanks, Drunk Zack.]
Listen, your voice does something to my brain. I could listen to you talk all day.
[It's called asmr.
His eyes wander to watch G'raha help him with his boots. Once he has them kicked off, Zack unlatches the top of his pants to losen them and then reaches for G'raha's wrist. He gently tugs him up and pulls the man gently into his lap where he sits on the bed.]
How about we stick around here tomorrow and you read to me. Something you like.
Just like I could gaze into those eyes of yours and allow myself to be swallowed up?
[ the smile doesn't leave his face, not even as Zack takes his wrist. Eyes only widen slightly at the fact that he has found himself sitting in Zack's lap. Honestly, the man should take more care. G'raha is going to end up with a permanent heart condition with the way it helplessly flutters for Zack.
Raha takes a deep breath. One had cup's Zack's cheek. The other traces patterns across Zack's collarbone. Ancient Allag. ]
You wish for me to read you a romance novel? That is what you will get if I were to pick something I like.
[He just can't help himself at the moment. He wants at least a little skin-to-skin contact tonight. They'll share a bed, of course. But Zack's also slowly sliding his good hand up G'raha's hip, under his shirt and up the shape of his spine.]
Just like that. All I want is to be wrapped up in you.
[He kisses G'raha's neck slow and affectionately.]
I'll even sit through a romance novel. That's how much.
[ Yes, they will share the same bed. That is their way, with Raha tucked against Zack the best that he can be as to not jostle that shoulder. But there is something to be said for more direct contact. The way that Zack's hand slides up his hip and spine has his skin prickling. ]
I can give you that. Readily.
[ Then there's the warmth on his neck. Raha feels the fur on his tale bristle. He curls around Zack a bit more, trying to provide the comfort that Zack seeks.
There's a chuckle, but yes. Raha knows that Zack likes these tales almost as much as he. ]
[He smiles softly against G'raha's skin. Then he'll gently flop back down on the bed while scooping G'raha with him with is good arm. He'll take a few moments to fuss with G'raha's clothing too but ultimately G'raha will probably have to undress himself. With that, Zack will scoop the man close to him and fall into a dreamless sleep for the night.
It's been a long one. But... He's happy that G'raha's here in his arms.]
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Though now, feeling at least one arm wrapping around him, pulling him close, G'raha wonders why he would have thought this in the first place. This is not the mark of a man that is angry and upset with him. But then there are lips on his and Raha thinks he might have some questions of his own. Later.
Right now the priority is to wiggle his arms free so that he can hold Zack's face. Keep him right there so that Raha can kiss him back with the relief and equally desperate energy that has been building up inside of him.
There really is no need for a fight. Zack doesn't ever need to. ]
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It's been a long night. But at least he can see G'raha at the end of this one.
He lets G'raha wiggle comfortably to hold his face. He savours the kiss for a moment longer. Gives him a squeeze with one arm and then breaks it to murmur,]
Keep seeing me.
[Their little mantra. Right?]
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When Zack pulls back, arms slip around the man's shoulders. Raha continues to stay wrapped around him as noses continue to brush. This is the man that makes his heart sing. ]
For as long as you wish it of me and likely longer still.
[ Their mantra and their promise. ]
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This wasn't exactly how he was expecting his night to go. But maybe it's not so bad now. Now that he has G'raha in his arm(s) again. A few things make more sense. And he'll deal with the rest of it ... later.]
I hope you know you're staying here tonight.
[He says close to G'raha's lips.]
And... Thanks for clearing things up. Even if you used your teacher voice.
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The purr in his chest is not one of happiness and contentment - though he is feeling closer to that now - but relief. A release of tension, stress, and a small amount of fear. He is so thankful for Zack. Raha breathes out and closes his eyes for a moment. ]
Aye, and every night that you would desire it, love.
[ The "teacher voice" has his eyes flying open, his ears upright. A flush of embarrassment on his cheeks. ]
T-teach-! I-is that what I was... I. I apologize.
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The flush of embarrassment? That feels good too.]
Haha. It's alright, I get it. Sometimes you do that when you're trying to keep things crystal clear.
[Get what he said there? Crystal... Hah.]
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I was going to demand that you take me to bed, but I see someone might end up sleeping on the deck at this rate.
[ He doesn't mean it at all, if the way that he secures his hands behind Zack's neck is any indication. ]
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He also just wants to get more touching in. Not touching him before was suffering.]
Come on, just a joke! I'm not wrong but it's just a joke!
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[ He presses his nose into Zack's hair. Takes a moment to breathe in the other's scent, buried in alcohol though it might be. ]
Come. I think we've both had an emotional night and deserve some comfort and rest.
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Alright. To the bed, it is.
[It's been a long night, yeah. He's tired. And he's probably going to skip on the drinking for a while after this. Sure, he had a hell of a fun night laughing with Kaveh. And he's pretty sure he made plans with Gale sometime. But he's pretty worn out now.]
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In case I've not said it lately, you make my heart sing, Zack Fair. I am ever so fortunate and blessed to be able to love you and be loved in return.
[ He settles back down, hand hovering over that shoulder and casting another quick Cure. Just for pain and discomfort. Raha has done this when he can afford to to help the man's healing process to speed up. ]
Shall I help you undress for the night?
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His hand lingers on G'raha's hip and he smiles. It feels ... really damn good to hear that. Calms down a few swirling frustrations in his head he's trying not to listen to. Because he wanted G'raha so bad tonight.]
I feel the same way, I don't think you know how crazy I am about you. [WELL THE NETWORK POST MIGHT PROVE A THING] I adore you so damn much. I love you.
[The healing magic is welcome too and he presses one last kiss to G'raha's temple before he moves with him to the bed and gently lifts his elbow of his hurt shoulder.]
Yeah, if you could help me get my shirt off in the least.
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[ The feeling is mutual. So, so mutual. Raha had been so afraid of losing this. Of losing Zack because he had made a misstep. A mistake.
He follows after the other, nodding in agreement. G'raha can assist here. Please allow him to as he starts to untuck Zack's shirt. ]
A shame I cannot do more than that. What I need is for you to recover quickly. Who would have thought that it has become difficult to hold back.
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Hey. There's a lot of things I'm capable of with only one arm...
[He lets out a small laugh. But yeah... Tonight he mostly feels like sleeping now. Too worn out. Too much to think about.]
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[ His tail flicks with the thought. but then he is being mindful of how he is giving room for Zack to remove one arm. And then over the man's head.
Where he pauses briefly. While Zack's eyes are still covered, he gives a quick peck to the lips before moving on. ]
For now we both will have to settle for my persistent presence here. With you.
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Hey.
[Too cute. Then the shirt is off and Zack's shirtless. He rolls his good shoulder free to stretch it a bit. He smiles down at G'raha.]
I'm not going to complain about that...
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I would threaten you with my ceaseless ramblings, but it would appear that this is more of an incentive for you.
[ A teasing smile. ]
Honestly, I think I might pick up a book and lounge about all day tomorrow. Doubtful you will be able to go anywhere as well.
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Listen, your voice does something to my brain. I could listen to you talk all day.
[It's called asmr.
His eyes wander to watch G'raha help him with his boots. Once he has them kicked off, Zack unlatches the top of his pants to losen them and then reaches for G'raha's wrist. He gently tugs him up and pulls the man gently into his lap where he sits on the bed.]
How about we stick around here tomorrow and you read to me. Something you like.
[He just wants to... spend time with G'raha too.]
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[ the smile doesn't leave his face, not even as Zack takes his wrist. Eyes only widen slightly at the fact that he has found himself sitting in Zack's lap. Honestly, the man should take more care. G'raha is going to end up with a permanent heart condition with the way it helplessly flutters for Zack.
Raha takes a deep breath. One had cup's Zack's cheek. The other traces patterns across Zack's collarbone. Ancient Allag. ]
You wish for me to read you a romance novel? That is what you will get if I were to pick something I like.
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Just like that. All I want is to be wrapped up in you.
[He kisses G'raha's neck slow and affectionately.]
I'll even sit through a romance novel. That's how much.
[Let's be real, he'll like listening to that.]
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I can give you that. Readily.
[ Then there's the warmth on his neck. Raha feels the fur on his tale bristle. He curls around Zack a bit more, trying to provide the comfort that Zack seeks.
There's a chuckle, but yes. Raha knows that Zack likes these tales almost as much as he. ]
In the morning, I will pick out my favorite.
🎀
[He smiles softly against G'raha's skin. Then he'll gently flop back down on the bed while scooping G'raha with him with is good arm. He'll take a few moments to fuss with G'raha's clothing too but ultimately G'raha will probably have to undress himself. With that, Zack will scoop the man close to him and fall into a dreamless sleep for the night.
It's been a long one. But... He's happy that G'raha's here in his arms.]